So its 8 am
and i am already bored. i have been awake for quite some time now, and
since i read all day every day i am not in the mood to read right ow
and there is nothing on tv. i wish we had cnn or some other streaming
news channel cause you can leave the tv on those channels for hours as
background noise. i wish we had some air conditioning too. even if it
was in just one room. i feel like i am over staying my welcome
everywhere that i go that has air conditioning, swo i am trying to
suffer through. but it sucks here, and not only cause its hot and we
have no tv. It is boring here. where the air is happens to also be
cool people that i enjoy hanging out with. one of which is my long lost
roomate!!! ( who i need to come home cause my eyebrows need to be done
again , and i miss her) so yeah... i am bored.
i am sick of sitting
on the internet all day posting resumes to no avail too. thats just
getting annoying, especially cause i have only had like 2 interviews
and no job offers.... i think i am applying over my abilities.
whatever. i bet i will get sick of it here and get lonely again and
leave. i am so un-stimulated these days. i thought reading more would
do it but i need smart people around me who can hold conversations i
need friendly debate where the hell are all the smart people??? there
are like 10 colleges around here so why is everyone so dumb??? and when
a decent convo gets going inevitable some stupid person either puts a
stop too it cause its boring to them or starts to freak out cause they
think i am fighting with some one when it is just debate over an
issue... its drives me nuts!!!! The smart people around me dont even
seem interested in becoming smarter its like everyone is just willing
to sit and let there brains rot. I guess i need older friends who are
sick of the stupid people already. everyone i know is just so
young... and being young isnt really an issue unless you act
immature (which most people around me do) There is just nobody out there
worth making a connection with and thats sad... i keep thinking i find
these great people but then i just get proved wrong. they either dick
me over or end up being something less than what i thought...its so
frustrating!!!
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